Sunday, August 14, 2005

Haze fade away.... (something for Clone)

Mood: bored... *sigh*
Music: ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION - Haruka Kanata
CHEMISTRY - Wings of Words

well, there's a big haze in Malaysia but it fade away now & I HATE TO GO TO THAT STUPID SCHOOL! I write this for Clone coz I dunno how to say this to her... *sigh*

Tuesday, 9 August 2005:

Got assembly as usually on Tuesday at school. Been arrest by the prefect coz my nail is long. They write down my name & class & I'm pissed off coz I'm always late for Art class. Thank God there's no Art that day coz some Art competition. Go to the Counselling to release the tension but teacher out. Go back to class & they have spotcheck. A girl prefect tool my gloss away & because I'm tension, I'm yelled at her. She say she gonna ask teacher first. Ok, I'm fine with it. And I screaming loudly & one class in shock that I scream. Scream & then cry of this horrible day. The prefect comfort me (but not) & I stop crying. Then the teacher of Form 4 student called me. Meet that teacher & SHE ASK A HELL A LOT OF QUESTION!

Teacher: Kenapa awak bawa gloss ke sekolah? Saja nak lawa ye? Nak bersolek ye?
Me: *shake my head, denied* Bibir saya kering, cikgu. Tak... Takde lah...
Teacher: Bibir awak kering? Ye ke ni? Muka lawa tapi bibir kering.
Me: Bibir saya memang keringlah, cikgu.
Teacher: Kenapa tak pakai je kat rumah? Tinggal je kat rumah. Tak payah bawa kat sekolah.
Me: Nanti lepas makan ia hilang balik.
Teacher: Kalau ye pun, kenapa awak tengking-tengking pengawas tu?
(I'm just silent & another teacher pass by & that teacher called her)
T. S: Awak kenal tak budak ni?
T. ?: Tak, kenapa ni?
T. S: Ni budak ni, dia bawa lipgloss kata bibir dia kering tapi dia tengking-tengking pengawas tu.
T. ?: Betul ke ni? Kenapa awak tengking-tengking pengawas tu?
T. S: Tak payahlah tengking kat pengawas tu, ni mana adab kamu? Muka lawa tapi takde adab.
Tak eloklah macam tu.
(Still silent & the pass by teacher gone)
Teacher: Ni gloss ni, saya pulang balik kat awak tapi kalau awak bawa ke sekolah lagi sekali,
saya akan ambil tindakan. *give back my precious gloss*
Me: Terima kasih, cikgu...

I walk sadly go to the Counselling Room again & wait for my teacher. Tell her everything & go to the lab. Recess & call my mom to go home coz I got this big headache because of that stupid thing. I yelled at the prefect coz my classmate ask me if I finish that presantation & got tension. Why people want me to do all the works?! I'M NOT A ROBOT TO DO ALL THE WORKS! Sorry if you do not understand coz very lazy to translate it & I write this for Clone & other Malaysians who read this. I wanna to tranfer other school but my mom dun let me. She say nobody take a student in this time period. *sigh*

WHY MOST THE MALAYSIAN IS SO CLOSE-MINDED?! THEY ALWAYS JUGDE ON PEOPLE LOOKS! I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT! DON'T JUGDE PEOPLE ON THEIR LOOKS! I KNOW THAT I'M GOOD-LOOKING BUT IN THIS MODERN (maybe) TOWN, WHY THERE'S STILL A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO STILL LIKE TO JUDGE ON THEIR LOOKS?! WHY CAN'T THEY BE MORE MATURED?! STUPID HUMEN! YES! STUPID HUMEN BECAUSE I'M AN ALIEN FROM PLANET JUPITER!!!! A WISE ALIEN TRANSFORM INTO HUMAN! I REGRET I COME TO THIS PLANET EARTH AND I WANNA GO HOME! OR SOME PLACE THAT I BELONG TO! STUPID HUMEN!!!! *inhale* *exhale* *silent*

Yume-chan . 8:15 pm